Lately I've been going through some changes in my life both personally and professionally. While change is good, as I keep hearing, it most certainly is NOT an easy thing to go through. This is especially hard for me because I tend to be very private and am rarely comfortable enough to share my deepest problems with those close to me. Now this is not to do with them because I love and trust them dearly, but much rather to do with me. I don't do too well in exposing my vulnerability. So in all these changes I've managed to keep all my emotions and fears to myself. I know this is not the healthiest thing to do but we all have our own ways of dealing with problems and life's suprises and this is what I'm comfortable doing to deal with mine.
was NOT about how I deal with my problems, got a little side-tracked
there... What I meant to say is that its proving a bit difficult to put
on a brave face sometimes when you have all these burning questions and
issues inside going over and over in your head, it certainly isn't easy
for me. Especially since I spend most of the day at work where you can't
exactly just sit around and think about personal issues.
I'm trying to say here is that, while people put on brave faces, its
not always as calm on the inside as it seems on the outside. But its
comforting to know that no situation is permanent and everything falls
into place after a certain time. I know soon enough I will adjust to all
these changes going on in my life at the moment.
- Anne xo